Not open letter: Slapping SHAME on RAPIST mind

open-letter-to-rapistUGLY Rapist mindsets,

The women of this country are opening up. May be, Uber is the kind of slap we got that we have inturn left with no choice but to begin slapping on your UGLY RAPIST MINDSETS by speaking out for OURSELVES.

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I didn’t know that I had reasons to slap you right from the time I had begun to walk…just 3 YEARS OLD. I didn’t understand that then. I didn’t understand when one of the tenants in our house lifted me up for play, took me into room…LAID ME DOWN…RUBBED something on me and SOMETHING leaked unto me…STICKY.

UGLY…a remote memory of that STICKINESS haunts me day and night till date. ChIIII…YAAAAAAAAAK. Can’t get over the feeling of stickiness and the ugliness behind. CHIIIIIIII on him.

Later when I was 9, going school on foot… When My Amma makes late, I’ll be late to school too. Here comes a very caring and helping uncle (neighbour), dear family friend ready to drop me in school on his bicycle. Amma pushes me towards him. He hugs me TIGHT to stop me who is struggling to get away from the UNWANTED TOUCH.

Mom thinks, I’m trying to bunk school…while I was crying inside to get rid of that UNWANTED TOUCH. Today, my doubtful eyes glance at every man with apprehensions. My hand shivers to stretch for a Shake hand doubting UGLY…

When in class six, I was 11and didn’t even care to understand the changes that started in me. Was in Golconda with school friends for a historical tour. We moved in lines. A guide was explaining about the fort. I was a little behind admiring everything in the fort. Someone’s hands slid into my shirt…pinched hard…SO HARD that I felt KNIFE on my chest…Sh…

Friends came running, but felt ashamed to tell. I donno how many DAYS AND NIGHTS I CRIED but DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN THE HURT. The injury still lingers on my chest haunting like DEVIL that would NEVER leave me. HELL..

Growing up, I learnt to speak up for MYSELF with MYSELF. I learnt that TOUCH…not only the physical TOUCH… those UGLY glances TOUCH me from TOP to BOTTOM…even my PRIVATE PARTS… they give the feeling of being stripped… STANDING NUDE in the middle of a road…

It ‘s not just the UBER RAPE,

Wherever we go,
We are RAPED…
RAPED with their eyes…
RAPEd in their imaginations…
RAPED with their genital parts.

Let they be CASTRATED. Not just the CASTRATION of their testicles…the CASTRATION of that part of their UGLY mind…that is prone to RAPE sisters, daughters and mothers of this country…

ARE YOU LISTENING? Remove this UGLY… this SHAME…

Who am I?

AM

your SISTER…

your MOTHER…

and even your DAUGHTER…

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